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Sleepless Night



Hallucination date - 20th April 2017


I woke up at 2am and I thought I was in a butchers. There was a massive wooden chopping block and I was on the table. I noticed I was very uncomfortable and my bum was really sore. I was then moved to a small green bowl (the one I used to make meatballs in) with my arms and legs hanging out of the sides. The bowl was filled with water mixed with 'Kavolon' (a cream they put on you which I call the magic cream because it speeds up the healing process dramatically). This cream has a very distinctive smell but it's quite nice, it reminds me a bit of Savlon and antiseptic cream. My bum was still so so sore. I couldn't move because I was stuck in the bowl. I passed out and then woke up again in the same bowl but in a different and brighter room. There were loads of Victorian pastel green doors in the walls. All of a sudden the bowl that was once green is now black and slightly bigger (I feel like a preciously nurtured plant pot at this stage). Definitely no recovery to the bum though. Now I find myself in a garage and I see a trolley - the one that rolls under cars which is handy for my dream because I can wheel under the vehicle as my legs are now straight. The car is leaking black thin oil which is not very nice because it's not oil at all, it's dihorrhea! It is actually squirting out of my bum!! It's still bloody sore as well because it's excoriated (cuts in your bum).

I tried pressing the call bell like I normally do, but all I could press was the mic. I could feel the mic with my cheek. My call bell is always my way out of a lucid dream (I wanted out of this one!) My call bell would be referred to as a 'prop' in the dream escapement field. It was hopeless. I started screaming but nobody came, they were all night staff. I thought I was very loud. They were ignoring me. Finally they did come and rescue me from the salad bowl.

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  1. Unknown3 November 2017 at 09:19

    Wow scary times my dear old friend so very proud of you to share this you are a warrior fighting every day and getting stronger with so much love of your beautiful family love from little Sue and family Sherri -Ann Mickey Ashleigh and Poppy -Lee xxx healing hugs and blessings xxx

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  2. Unknown25 November 2017 at 06:31

    Wow powerful stuff and not good. Just an idea but have you ever tried using Virtual Reality ? It can take you anywhere. Thought it would be good for you to get close to actually feeling like you are at places you loved visiting. Google earth VR can put you literally anywhere in the world. I've got one you can have for free. Runs on most smart phones. There are a ton of therapeutic vids on youtube you could use too using sounds and vivid shapes. 528hz DNA music is good too. I use this a lot. Also relaxation/meditation.
    Best wishes, Kelly (the nurse who used to visit you on my lunch break at RSCH)

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