hallucinations after a cardiac arrest

Hallucination date - October 2016 Approximately two years ago when I was first admitted to this ward, I was in a lot more pain and subsequently I was on a lot more medication. This included regular doses, four times a day of Morphine, Diazepam and Oxycodone. The Morphine especially caused me to have loads of hallucinations and this post details one of them, fortunately i'm not on these meds any more. Around two am I woke up and called the nurse using the call bell. The Night Duty Nurse and the HCA (Health Care Assistant) came to see what the problem was. They found me very awake with my eyes wide open, scared and very agitated. I screamed at them HELP, HELP, this was delivered with a torrent of abuse and swearing, which was also common for me at the time. Luckily they did not take too much notice of this as sadly they were used to it from me. The duty nurse asked me “are you in pain?” I shouted “of course not, CERN, CERN, you need to call CERN right now.” They asked ...

Hallucination date - October 2018 A friend and I were on holiday. We were driving a rental car and spotted a beautiful bay with clear azure water, lots of boats, and not many people as it was low season. We drove down a dusty track to get to it. We rented a villa on the beach overlooking the bay. At the front of the villa there was a wall that you could climb onto, from which you could easily jump onto the front-facing balcony, and walk round to our one. Our room was on the first floor, and in it were two single beds, separated by two screens. One was Japanese, and very beautiful; and the other was bamboo, and pretty crap. The room had a keypad door lock with a 4 digit entry code, but you could also use a normal key to get in. There was a balcony that overlooked the bay, and beneath it was a restaurant and a bar, which we’d go to for breakfast. Every day a cat used to climb onto our balcony, and we would feed it special wet cat food in silver pouches. I had my records in my ...

Hallucination date - 9th October 2017 I was walking along a street in a foreign country. On the right hand side there was a shop, with a similar layout to one you’d find in a small petrol station. I walked in there and there were rows of drinks in the fridge on the back wall, with bottled beers at the top and soft drinks at the bottom. In the middle there was a big row of shelves with crisps and snacks on them. I picked up a few items and went to the back of the shop where the counter was. I paid and walked out. I carried on down the street, and at the next building there was a red leather door with brass studs on it. I opened it and went down some steps into a nightclub. There was a bar in the middle that had one person serving drinks. No people in the club yet as it was early, but house music was already playing. The room was a large square shape and the bar was also square but placed in the middle of the floor. I was on my own and bought myself a bottle of beer. Then I wa...