hallucinations after a cardiac arrest

Hallucination date - 20th April 2017 I woke up at 2am and I thought I was in a butchers. There was a massive wooden chopping block and I was on the table. I noticed I was very uncomfortable and my bum was really sore. I was then moved to a small green bowl (the one I used to make meatballs in) with my arms and legs hanging out of the sides. The bowl was filled with water mixed with 'Kavolon' (a cream they put on you which I call the magic cream because it speeds up the healing process dramatically). This cream has a very distinctive smell but it's quite nice, it reminds me a bit of Savlon and antiseptic cream. My bum was still so so sore. I couldn't move because I was stuck in the bowl. I passed out and then woke up again in the same bowl but in a different and brighter room. There were loads of Victorian pastel green doors in the walls. All of a sudden the bowl that was once green is now black and slightly bigger (I feel like a preciously nurtured plant pot at t...

Hallucination date - 17th June 2017 A house that we used to rent on Hatchlings road had a front garden. In my dream this garden had a secret garden that you could walk into. In the secret garden was a sea container hidden by thick foliage - the only way to find this container was to walk deeper into the garden. When I opened the door, inside I found my dentist and he injected me in my hand via a cannula and put a ventilator on me to knock me out. When I woke up he had carved my hands off using a jigsaw. He had stitched them up and turned them into stumps. I had flower presses screwed down onto each hand stump. I just wanted to get away. So that's what I did, I left and walked back up through the magic garden. If you want to know why the flower press, I'm guessing it was because I used to do flower pressing and cross stitch when I was young and these memories are resurfacing. I went to Brighton hospital for further surgery. I went to hospital and when I got there it was the sam...

Hallucination date - January 2017 It was January 2017 and I was feeling very unwell and not myself. I was more jerky and forgetful than usual. As it turns out it was all down to a UTI (urinary tract infection). If they had found the cause faster and the right strain of urine infection then they could have treated it with a specific antibiotic to clear it. The nurse was unsure how to treat me. I became unconscious and unresponsive. If something like this happens they have no choice but to transfer me immediately to the hospital. My family went to the hospital to see how I was and they saw me jerking more and eventually have a seizure. I don't remember it. However, I know that it was horrendous for everyone else involved. The dream I had must have occurred as I became conscious, in response to a general antibiotic given. It felt very real as if it was actually happening. I was at Victoria station. I had no arms, no legs just stumps with flower presses for hands and feet....

Hallucination date - 31st May 2017 5:30 am this morning I found myself pushing a trolley down the travelator of Sainsbury's in Redhill. My wife and I were pushing a trolley filled with packs water bottles (those six packs that you can buy). In the big mirror beside the travelator I could see we were both wearing grey tracksuits, my wife looked delectable as ever whilst I just looked a bit chavy. As we got to the bottom I realised it was just a dream, my surroundings morphed into my bedroom and I woke up in my old flat in Argus Lofts. The travelator melted into my flat where I could see my old speakers and TV. When I tried to crawl into my bed I realised it was a dream as I could press the call bell in my bed in the hospital and I could not walk.